I was the Joker for Halloween! muhahah im going to have to post a pic. of it later to show. But anyways hello everybody. I'm still working on commissions of course. And school >< uggg.

And remember my bf and how i had problems with him...i dumped him then got back together with him? Well I'm over with him again and im not going back. I should of listen to you all before....i made a stupid choice. xD

Well im happerier and i got new friends which is awesome. I went trick or treating with them. ^^ I hope everybody had a fun time.
~Adder

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Hey everybody long time no talk. lol
Well im not dead just very very busy. With school and family, friends trying to keep everybody happy. I miss you all and i have not forgotten the commissions at all. I'm currentley working on one and will move to the next one as soon as i can. Be patient and i appologize for the slowness.
But im updating becuase i havnt been on here in ages and i wanted to say hello and i missede you all. Did you miss me? No? okay xD lol

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Going to be busy for a while and most likley will not be on. I have some important commissions i have to get done. ^^

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Well....cody called me to ask what was going on. That he heard that i dumped him from the fair. And he asked so is there anything you want to say..I said yes and i told him all of that stuff. And he said it was his fault and i had all the right to blame him. And that he didnt mean for all of this to happen. Then after that he said well what do you want to do. I said, can we still be friends? He said it would be hard for him to still be friends becuase of all the emotions. But he said he would do that, becuase he likes my family and me.

After that he began to cry, for dating him for 2 years that was the first time i have ever heard him cry. He never crys. He said he was really sorry and that he would not treat me like that.
And part of are relationship problems was my fault as well...i never really open up to cody to tell him that what he was doing was wrong and how it made me feel. We agreed on that it was both of our faults. I started crying lol >< And i cant remember what started us of being back together, but me and cody are back together and i desided to give him a second chance. Becuase i really love him and i want to spend the rest of my life with him. He feels the same way about me.

After that cody asked me what i would like to do instead of going to his house or going to my house or going to the movies. Becuase that is what we always did, so we made plans of actually doing different things and of having a way more healthier relationship. And talking to each other for once about our problems.

So i think what made this a very unhealthy relationship is of me not being communicationg with cody. And of him not knowing what made me mad or what was wrong. But we are going to start off new and try to make this one work now. To me dumping cody didnt really feel right, becuase i was part of the blame. So yeah, just to let all you know.

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Okay I'll start off by saying i broke up with my bf that i have been going out for, for 2 years. I'm really confused i dont know what to feel, i havnt cryed. The reason for doing so is that he treated me like crap. He never really wanted to hang out with me. He always put me down and when i would try to say something right to him. He would find some way for me to be the blame of something.

He made me cry through out the nights all the time. He ditches me. He forcess me to do things that i do not want to do. He was forcing me to do something that i deffinitly didnt want to do. He said if i came to his house that he would force me to do something. You all should know what that means.

Last night was when i dumped him. The reason for it was. I invited him to go to the fair with me. He arrives before i did, after i arrive he ditches me to go hang out with his friends. I was there from 3 to 10pm and i only saw him once. He didnt care how it made me feel, he made me cry which i dont do often, infront of the who town pretty much. He said he loved me, which i think he just said to make me feel better. So for once in my life i dumped someone, i have never dumped anybody before. I was the one always getting dumped.

But i thought this was wrong and he dosnt need to treat me like this. I dont deserve this. I have way to much pain in my life already and i dont want to take it from a guy. So i maned up and did it. And i dont know what to feel.......i feel blank. Like im making a mistake...but then im thinking i did the right thing....So idk what do you guys think?

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